Monday, August 1
why cant he just get off my back and leave me alone? i just said i didnt go for art and he kbkb me for like, duno how long. i was just surfing the net and making an effort to give more than one-word answers.
its not worth it. i hate it when he gives me those lectures. like about our relationship. i hate that stupid case. it caused to damn many unwanted problems. and i hate him. i know its not right. but he only thinks on his side. he doesnt try to put himself in my shoes. he says what comes to his mind. he takes it out on me and my mom when he's upset. i hate that. if you're angry with me, say so. dont vent it on her. she's got nothing to do with things. its not her fault.
you said you went thru it. yeah, right. you didnt go through what im going through now, because you lost your father at a young age. just because you're my dad doesnt give you the right to yell at me.
you said i never spent time with you. look at yourself. when we were young, we hardly saw you. you're always at work. we barely spent time together. you always scolded us. then when we grow up, we had gotten used to being in our own world, because you never made an effort to be part of it. we stay back hours after school. when we get home you're hardly around. and all you do is nag at us.
we dont have the time to spend with you because now's a critical period for us. you make me hate you more and more. i thought the case would bring us closer together. but it wrecked our relationship. i wish you'd just leave me alone. why cant you be like last time.
you ask me if i hate you.. and when i say no, you scold my mom cuz she told you i did. what is your problem. she's not there for you to vent her anger on. its okay for you to vent on her, but its never okay for her to vent on you.
you blame me for this wrecked relationship. you blame everyone but yourself. its so typical of you.
its not worth it. i hate it when he gives me those lectures. like about our relationship. i hate that stupid case. it caused to damn many unwanted problems. and i hate him. i know its not right. but he only thinks on his side. he doesnt try to put himself in my shoes. he says what comes to his mind. he takes it out on me and my mom when he's upset. i hate that. if you're angry with me, say so. dont vent it on her. she's got nothing to do with things. its not her fault.
you said you went thru it. yeah, right. you didnt go through what im going through now, because you lost your father at a young age. just because you're my dad doesnt give you the right to yell at me.
you said i never spent time with you. look at yourself. when we were young, we hardly saw you. you're always at work. we barely spent time together. you always scolded us. then when we grow up, we had gotten used to being in our own world, because you never made an effort to be part of it. we stay back hours after school. when we get home you're hardly around. and all you do is nag at us.
we dont have the time to spend with you because now's a critical period for us. you make me hate you more and more. i thought the case would bring us closer together. but it wrecked our relationship. i wish you'd just leave me alone. why cant you be like last time.
you ask me if i hate you.. and when i say no, you scold my mom cuz she told you i did. what is your problem. she's not there for you to vent her anger on. its okay for you to vent on her, but its never okay for her to vent on you.
you blame me for this wrecked relationship. you blame everyone but yourself. its so typical of you.
michi ]|[ 18:04